I want to disappear

Life has slowed down for me in a major way. It has given me the time to rethink my life, my choices, my relationships, my purpose, and my mistakes. I’ve come to the realization that I no longer belong here.

I want to apologize to all for being a burden, an anchor, a dark cloud, the black sheep, for being selfish, and for overstaying my welcome. 
The last few years I have been learning to let go. To let go of control, aspirations, dreams, expectations, fears, health, and hope. 

Now, it is time I let go of relationships, to set people free. To cut the anchor.

I’m so sorry. It’s time for me to disappear, and be forgotten.

Caroline