I want to disappear

Life has slowed down for me in a major way. It has given me the time to rethink my life, my choices, my relationships, my purpose, and my mistakes. I’ve come to the realization that I am not a good person.

I want to apologize to all for being a burden, an anchor, a dark cloud, the black sheep, for being selfish, and for overstaying my welcome. 
The last few years I have been learning to let go. To let go of control, aspirations, dreams, expectations, fears, health, and hope. 

Now, it is time I let go of relationships, to set people free. To cut the anchor.

I’m so sorry for everything, for wasting everyone’s time. It’s time for me to disappear, and be forgotten.

Caroline