I am Schrödinger’s cat-ing it

I’ve decided to keep the box closed. I’m not sure exactly what that means but right now I don’t want to know or talk about the future. I don’t want to hear the news, I don’t want to know the forecast, I don’t want any more MRI’s or ultrasounds or blood test. I don’t want to know nothing. I just want to see what happens. Live in the moment.