Time

Has lost meaning these days.
Most of the time I don't know what day it is, nor the time.
It is of no consequence to me.
I eat when I am hungry, I sleep when I am tired, 
and I do things I love in between.
Sometimes I'll "do my duty" and tell the kids to do their homework
and they reply "but it's Saturday?", and I laugh.

Lately

I have been very sick the last 4 years. 
My health seems to be declining at a quicker pace.
From years apart, to months apart, to weeks apart, ... I feel worst.
I am anchored, disconnected, and numb.

I want to fly, to soar, to roam, to rise and fall, freely.
I want to live as I was meant and profit from my strength. 
I want to belong.