The best and the worst

Physically, I am at the worst I have ever been
And mentally I am at the best
I feel like a flower as it blooms
Inching closer to the warmth
Taking in the light, the energy

I am painting
I am sketching
It’s what I dreamt of when I was younger
And now I’m doing it. I’m an artist
I don’t make much – and I give more then I sell
But it’s never been about the money
It’s about the love

My kids are at a great age.
I can see passion, kindness, love, and strength in them
I am proud

Dean is …. amazing
He is always there for me, no matter what
And he has taught me so much
I am a much better person because of him

I have great friends. I don’t see them often, and when I do it never feels like enough. But I know they’re there for me. If ever I decide to open up. They’ll be there.

I don’t get enough sleep, I don’t have much energy,  and I may be wilting
but I am still pointing up
I’m an artist, a mother, a friend, a BEST friend, a partner, a wife,
a dreamer, a tourist, a photographer, a traveller,
My soul is happy
I am alive, and I love

I’m doing ok

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