It would be nice to see into other dimensions in order to see which choices had the biggest impact on my life. Perhaps choices I agonized over only played much smaller parts then I imagined in shaping who I am. And a seemingly insignificant choice of looking left rather then right is a what made the biggest impact.

Perhaps my health is worse is other dimensions. Perhaps I am making good choices, maybe it’s not my fault I’m sick. Perhaps there was nothing I could do to change the outcome, and I’m sick in every dimension. For some reason that thought brings me comfort.

I want to be well, but I could settle with being sure it’s not my fault I’m not.